Speck in the eye
Saturday, February 18, 2006
broken red slipper
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my broken red slipper
17 Feb'06
Today my fave red slipper broke. Oh dear!
Really liked it alot esp the color + its wedges!
Since i broke it in school, i had to go home half bare footed. Walked to the bus stop and to home on the train half shoe-less.
i know its like so "oh my gosh!" to go around half bare footed, but i felt that God was using this to speak to me, teach me.
As i was walking around like that, it occured to me that during Jesus's times, people had to walk bare footed from one place to another when they had to travel about.
I think sandals was invented then already lah, but thats not the matter, the quality of foot wear must have been worse than our present kind by alot alot.
the point is that if Jesus and his disciples had walked like that to heal, preach to those peoples he , they must have walked alot. By then, his feet would have had lots of blisters and sorts. ouch. He sacrificed so much for us, love us so much.
That no matter how far, how long the distance, how pain it is, he did it out of love for us.
Suddenly it occured to me, that if i want to be like Jesus, i had to do the same, go bare footed, sacrifice, go as a servant, feel as he felt, not caring about what the world has to say, but what God has to say.
What is all these compared to his love? his grace? his marvel?
What did i feel when i was walking about like that? i felt great. i felt that i was experiencing the joy of the lord. the lesson that was taught though this is priceless. this is part of what it takes to be different for the lord.
i still remember a bit of this song which goes
"let me see through Jesus's eyes
let me feel how he would feel
let me love as he loved and
gave as he gave
oh lord make me more like you"
i am not sure what is the name of this old song, but i mean it when i sing, say out the lyrics.
Lord, i mean it with all my heart.
thank you for the lesson lord.
P.s the mrt station floor at Jurong is actually quite cooling :P
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Monday, February 13, 2006
fun DAy!
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Sweet from XiuRong that she got frm Japan, love her lots!
hello.
hello.
yesterday was great, meet Pastor and family who me and my 03 indo team meet during the trip. they rock! Had a great luching, listening to what Pastor and his wife said.
I pray and hope to have a family like them in the future. That is one very loving and Godly family, Pastor and his wife still love each other alot and they are still as close as ever even though they married with lovely children. They even go out for walks with each other still! Their children love and have a good bond with each other too. Its hard to find a family like that these days. May God bless their family to be so loving always.
Conclusion: the whole family is made up of God, love and unity.
and and!
meet Xiurong! yup, my highlight of the day. really miss her. She is my good good friend who i have not seen for a long time. the last time i saw and really talked to her was such a long time ago,.. She is sorta like a jie jie to me. Shall meet up with her again and...
MUST organize China team '02 gathering! (note to self) Never meet for 3 yrs+ already.
I am trying to move on with life and getting back to God. not easy, takes time, but am trying.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
might new layout
hello,
quite long time no blogged i know. yup
i am deciding on a new blog desgin currently, therefore, this beautiful blue daisy that you see
up there, might be gone soon.
I will miss you blue daisy :/
However, since i am still looking around, so the change is not immediate lor. :P
Another thing.
if you realize, the contents in this blog is not like blogs of your friends lah.
like u know, write about their everyday life? yup
for me, i give an over all summary, but now i am deciding if i should use that style, method of writing. Other wise, my blog would be like yup, quite boring cos i also seldom update.
Remember i wrote in one of my previous blogs that i will blog more often?
well,i am trying to do that lor. keep my word :)
Oh yeah, i write in my diary too, so i hope that this kinda explains it.
dont really know what to write today, but i really wish to say to a particular person...
Please forgive, dont let whatever happened affect our close friendship.
yup!
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quite long time no blogged i know. yup
i am deciding on a new blog desgin currently, therefore, this beautiful blue daisy that you see
up there, might be gone soon.
I will miss you blue daisy :/
However, since i am still looking around, so the change is not immediate lor. :P
Another thing.
if you realize, the contents in this blog is not like blogs of your friends lah.
like u know, write about their everyday life? yup
for me, i give an over all summary, but now i am deciding if i should use that style, method of writing. Other wise, my blog would be like yup, quite boring cos i also seldom update.
Remember i wrote in one of my previous blogs that i will blog more often?
well,i am trying to do that lor. keep my word :)
Oh yeah, i write in my diary too, so i hope that this kinda explains it.
dont really know what to write today, but i really wish to say to a particular person...
Please forgive, dont let whatever happened affect our close friendship.
yup!
GOd bless! ¶ 2:22 PM 0 Comments
